Sick

Well, my mum is really sick at the moment. She is throwing up! Her surgery is on thursday and then she needs radiotherapy... I am really scared cause i know how bad it was the last time she had cancer! I seem to randomly burst into tears over stupid things. And when my mate fiona came over i was in a really bad mood the whole time. I felt aweful but i just didnt seem to be able to stop it! I didnt want her to see me cry cause i hate the idea of her thinking im not coping! I know everyone wants to support me and i really appreciate it, its just so hard! To be honest im petrified, and i dont know how im gonna be able to cope!
Love Amy