sorry
Well im pretty sure no-one really reads this anyway but in case im highly mistaken, im sorry that its been so long since i last wrote. Lots has happened and when i explain it all, im sure you will understand why its been so long.
See mum is in hospital. Mums cancer has gone to her liver and they cant get rid of it. The average person in her condition lives around 13 months! Im dying for her to live longer cause im not ready to lose her!!!!!!! She had her first lot of chemo on friday and they said she will probably be allowed home on tuesday next week.
We also found out why mum was vomiting so much this last month or so, it is because the cancer causes hormones in the body that tells the brain there isnt enough calcium in the body when there is. So the body makes lots of extra calcium and it has caused her vomiting!!
Mum is hell sick at the moment and its scaring the hell outta me cause i just cant deal with it. I feel so alone and i dont know what i will do when something happens to my mum. I need her more than you guys can ever imagine! Dood im only 15, no-one is meant to lose their mum or dad at this age. I know it happens all the time but it doesnt make it any less painful.
My aunt has been here this past week or so. She came up on tuesday and is leaving tomorrow arvo. She has basically helped out around the house and driven me to and from the hospital lots. It has been a pretty miserable holiday for her but she says she has just enjoyed being with us and all that. She is remarkable. And handles everything so well! LOVE YOU AUNTIE MARY!!!
Anyway i cant be stuffed to write more.
But il be back one when i have more time
Love ALways
Amy
See mum is in hospital. Mums cancer has gone to her liver and they cant get rid of it. The average person in her condition lives around 13 months! Im dying for her to live longer cause im not ready to lose her!!!!!!! She had her first lot of chemo on friday and they said she will probably be allowed home on tuesday next week.
We also found out why mum was vomiting so much this last month or so, it is because the cancer causes hormones in the body that tells the brain there isnt enough calcium in the body when there is. So the body makes lots of extra calcium and it has caused her vomiting!!
Mum is hell sick at the moment and its scaring the hell outta me cause i just cant deal with it. I feel so alone and i dont know what i will do when something happens to my mum. I need her more than you guys can ever imagine! Dood im only 15, no-one is meant to lose their mum or dad at this age. I know it happens all the time but it doesnt make it any less painful.
My aunt has been here this past week or so. She came up on tuesday and is leaving tomorrow arvo. She has basically helped out around the house and driven me to and from the hospital lots. It has been a pretty miserable holiday for her but she says she has just enjoyed being with us and all that. She is remarkable. And handles everything so well! LOVE YOU AUNTIE MARY!!!
Anyway i cant be stuffed to write more.
But il be back one when i have more time
Love ALways
Amy
posted by Ames at 11:10 PM
2 Comments:
I'm sorry about yur mum Ames. I'll be praying for you and her.
Hi Amy, its Jo from Girls Grammar. I know I don't talk to you that much but i've read your blogs a couple of times and cannot imagine the pain you are going through at the moment. Whats happened to your family is so unfortunate and I just want you to know that i'm sorry about your mum and am thinking of you and hope you are ok.
Luv Jo xoxo
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